You know what? I feel content right now. And I don't know how long it's been since I could genuinely and honestly say I felt at peace.
Sure, I may now only be working four days a week, but thanks to that I completed my first full week at work for a couple of months. I think the meds are starting to kick in, which is helping to dial down my anxiety, and the counselling I've had so far has been really helpful.
And its great to be part of an active roleplay full of people who are as excited for it as I am.
So yeah. It's been a tough few years, and I may well be feeling awful tomorrow. But for tonight, I'm comfortable with who I am and where I am. What more could I ask for?